Fudged Up

So I was just thinking the other second.

Avoid it or go for it?
When it comes to relationships I think that sometimes people are to cautious. You try to avoid something because you don’t have the control over it you wish you would. And when you realize that you get scared. Why?
Because, when you can’t control something, it could go terribly wrong. But hey! Don’t forget to be an optimist: something could also go exceptionally great.

Don’t miss out on opportunities and relationships even if they won’t last forever: you will have priceless memories, and no regrets of not going for it.

Damn I sound like Dr. Phil.

Haven’t seen these yet?
Weeeeeeeee
The Lama song!
Five Stages: Giraff

HF!

So, we did this Sex ID test on the BBC webiste during bio class in order to see how our brains are developed, and if we follow the usuall gender tendencies.

Sex ID test

Then I also went on and did the personality test:

‘What Am I Like?’ personality test

I found out I’m an Idealist. Description matches me well, and I also found another which follows Jung’s categories, INFP.

Also did the Spot The Fake Smile Test:

Spot The Fake Smile

And looks like I’m good at that… got 19/20.

Hehe I quite liked these tests… can find out more stuff about yourself…
Have fun and post your results!
Peace

Do you like making fun of celebrities?
Do you like what someone else makes fun of them?
Do you want to see how mean a person can be whilst writing about celebs?
If yes…
I’ve got a blogg for you to check out!

What Would Tyler Durden Do

N-Freakin-Joy!

My personal faves :
SERIOUSLY …WTF IS THIS
KFED WANTS 50 MILLION DOLLARS

I’m in the process of writing, or should I say avoiding to write a bio tech lab…
Was reading through the teachers protocol… found this which I found funny:

Aseptic Techniques
“Sterile plastic spreaders, loops, microcentrifuge tubes and pipettes are provided in this kit.
Obviously, these should not be flamed”

Hey, this might be obvious to a normal person… but maybe not to piromaniacs=moi!

Ok, I got a myspace account.
How can you resist?
It seems like everyone has one… even my cousin who is quite cool has an account :P
I figure its a good way of finding people that you once knew.
So check it out! Editing can be somewhat of a bitch, you don’t get enough freedom…but hey… Justin Timberlake and Armin Van Buuren have myspace! I can be “friends” with them..hahahaha! =P

I’ve noticed something about songs that I get stuck on and listen a lot to in particular moments. Sometimes when I have my iPod on shuffle, a song comes up, and then I end up listening to it throughout the entire way to school. I’m not particularly good at hearing the lyrics so to speak, I don’t usually hear everything that is sang. When I get back home, I look up the lyrics, and see that the things sang in the song, somehow describe how I feel. Its like, I hear the lyrics, in my subconscious, the lyrics are applicable to my current state, and I don’t even consciously know about it, until I actually read the lyrics.
Cool?

I feel these four walls closing in
Face up against the glass
I’m looking out, hmmm
Is this my life I’m wondering
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make
There’s greener pastures I’m thinking about
Hmm, wide open spaces far away
(more…)

Listen to the song… its really good.

There will never come a day
You will ever hear me say
That I want or need to be without you

Cuz I never felt this way about lovin
No
Never felt so good baby
Never felt this way about lovin
It feels so good

Default - Sick & Tired Lyrics

I feel it, this tension inside of me
Pressure is presently pushing down on me
The first time it starts with just you and I
Repeating myself but you don’t hear me

I can see what you see
But is it worth it to me?
The same old conversation
Over and over and over
(more…)

“What I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that though I do not know you and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you.” - Valerie

Watched “V for Vendetta” for maybe the 5th or 6th time.
These were the words that go to me this time.

He gets this feeling,
His stomach turns,
A warm rush going through his chest,
Feeling a burning stir,
The sensation he knows well,

Whenever he thinks of her,
Whenever he sees her.

Denying it is pointless,
She cant stop running through his mind,
Everywhere at anytime.
She is always there.
Constantly running.

All his thoughts being consumed by her.
His life planed around her.
Every second, any minute, any hour of the day.

He can’t tell her,
The risk of losing her,
It would be indescribable, unbearable.

Sometimes,
Always! He wishes he could put his arms around her,
Feel her breathe,
His hands slowly rising and falling,
Led by the movements of her chest,
Them never having to part.

Look into those crystal-blue eyes,
Feel the warmth of her gentle body,
the tender slim curve of her waist.
In his eyes there is nothing more beautiful,
Comforting,
Nor Soothing.

Just simply being.
He wouldn’t think of anything else,
But when her soft cheek touches the side of his,
Its warmth and tenderness shooting through his entire body,
Like there was nothing else he ever desired,
Just that warm, comforting ease.

Hey I’m-hoping-not-so-few-people!

Got to get started on the Quote site 2006/2007!
A new sub-site is next to the one from last year…
Can you guess which one it is? Im assuming you found it… now help me fill it up!
This year I’ll spend much less time in classes than in the second year….therefore I might not be able to collect as many quotes then last year… but fear not! I can also get more sources from other classes…

Thats all for now!

He gets this feeling,
His stomach turns,
A warm rush going through his chest,
Suddenly it feels 10 times hotter!

Whenever he thinks of her,
Whenever he sees her.
(more…)

The truth,
He wouldn’t take the risk of telling her.
He doesn’t want to loose the friendship.

He gets this feeling,
Like a heart burn,
Whenever he thinks of her,
Whenever he sees her.
(more…)

It’s like you’re a drug
It’s like you’re a demon I can’t face down
It’s like I’m stuck
It’s like I’m running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It’s like the only company I seek is misery all around
It’s like you’re a leech
Sucking the life from me
It’s like I can’t breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I’m never gonna quit you over time
(more…)

Second year is almost over… I should be happy, shouldn’t I?
Yet I started thinking about the fact that soooo many things are going to change when we get to 3rd year.

For starters, the third years will be gone.
I’ll miss them. (Especially one spEcial indiviDual)
I guess that is the part that sucks about gymnasium… 3 years is a short period of time, and people filtrate through quickly.
We also found out that one of our beloved teachers, Mr. (Prince) Ericson is leaving to teach at another school! This is really sad… because he’s just such a positive, happy and fun person to have as a teacher…and now we won’t be seeing him next year.

If that wasn’t enough, the greatest maths teacher I’ve had, Ms. Bladh might not be sticking around next year either…
I see her as the kind of person that can make you feel happy, even though you’ve had the crappies morning ever! I don’t know how she does it, she sleeps like 5h a day, writes and copies all the solutions to the problems, and do I need to mention that she’s got one of the hardest tasks, which is teaching us maths C and D in a year?
They are both young teachers, and that’s probably why I (at least) think that they have a good connection with us.
Also when you go to a smaller school like ours, we all know each other better, and you feel like you have a more personal contact with teachers, not like in big schools. Its also easier to notice that someone is missing.
Since Mr. E is leaving for sure, I’d hate to see Ms. Bladh go too…

Of course when we started 2nd year, the same things were waiting for us; changes.
I’m sure the ones that will come next year will be good as well, but sometimes you would like to just keep things as they are, since its better to keep what you have, than to risk it through changing and getting an either worse or better outcome.
That is unfortunately not our decision to make, we can affect it in different ways, but those ways are limited.
Yet we can still try, and I know I will! :-D

Had a bit of spare time, so I looked for the brilliant quotes from “V for Vendetta”.
I have found, and here they follow:

V: There is no such thing as coincidence, just the illusion of coincidence.

V: Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain
by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox
populi, now vacant, vanished, *(as the once vital voice of the verisimilitude now venerates
what they once vilified.) However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation,
stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding
vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.
The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain,
for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant
and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose
so let me simply add that it’s my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.

* There are two different versions of the monologue… the shorter one was used in the American version.

Translation:
Behold! Before you is a humble performer, cast, against his will, by fate, to the roles of both victim and villain. The face you see now is not just some mere facade of pointless theatrics. It is a remnant of the people’s voice, which has since gone and disappeared. However, this past annoyance stands courageously reborn and has sworn to conquer the evil and corrupt, who promote greed and the violent suppression of free will. The only way to do this is with a war of retribution. It will not be a fruitless revenge, for the importance and self-evidence of this quest shall exonerate the open-minded and righteous. But in truth, this thick soup of words is becoming too excessive. So, let me simply finish by saying that it’s my very good honour to meet you, and you may call me V.
(from Wikipedia, thx Mike)

Evey Hammond: Are you like a crazy person?

V: I’m quite sure they will say so.

V: The only verdict is vengeance, a vendetta, held as a votive not in vain.

Want to see them all?
Go to: Memorable Quotes from V for Vendetta

When it comes to the reconciliation of science and religion you can find your own explanations to why things are the way they are.
Me, myself I couldn’t possibly believe after getting deeper into science that the world is just randomly created, and all the orders we learn about in chemistry n other subjects just happened to aimlessly be like that.
If you see the torah as metaphorical, it doesn’t necessarily mean that things described in it are not true, but the most important thing to remember is that G-d’s intentions to send us a message, have us interpret the torah the way we have must be correct, since I think that G-d is able to control these things. Neither of us believes that the torah was written by G-d, but that doesn’t interfere with how G-d wanted us to understand the torah. Get me?

Love – don’t even know what I think of it… I mean there are so many meanings hiding behind it. The term itself is so broad that it could mean a lot of things. I won’t try and understand, find an explanation of what love is (because it is the strongest “feeling” we have to explain to ourselves. And from the biochemical side… :-P ) but more try and see how the word itself is used.
Now days it seems to have gotten an even more broad area of usage.
When observing teenagers just toss “love you” around, totally unexpected to the person “receiving” it.
You think to yourself, um, you love me? What does love mean to you? It seems like we want to use the word for more and more things. Obviously the person doesn’t love me in the same way as they do their mother, or hamster. The person loves me in another way, and therefore you know that the different loves are not the same. Why not? What’s wrong with having a more “strict” term of usage for the word love, and therefore know it’s more special?
On the other hand, why not use it more often? The word love doesn’t come with an instructions guide, so why not share it around as much as possible?

This is just something I happen to think makes sense right now.

Hope this was somewhat comprehensible…

Hey ppl!
Since I haven’t stopped collecting teachers quotes, I’ve got quite a lot to add.
I figured that they diserve their own spot, so Im going to make a separate page for them on my blog.
Wait and see when its done…

(And it is done! 4 days, wow If only I was this fast with hw… notice link on the right >>>> ;) ENJOY)

Wouldn’t an OFF button be nice?

Or at least one that says Pause…

Is this normal?
Does everyone?
Or is it just me?
-Deal with it!

How?
How can I understand?
Handle it how?
What should I do?
Help me comprehend.

Talk.
Seems uncomplicated,
Yet,
How to begin,
What to say…
Response?
Fear of being different,
Just give me answers.